Hello... I missed you blog!

Hey there! Missed me last night? Yea I know... lol. But no, I was so sleepy that I like passed out. I was trying to get up to write a blog post but my body just told me "Hell No!!" So I was forced to go into a deep slumber :-( But any who... I am back and ready to talk about some things.

Today was a very productive day around the house. I cleaned up my house so nicely!! I promise you, when I got out my bad, there was so many pieces of clothing on my floor I couldn't see any carpet. Today I finally felt like it was enough. I cleaned the whole house from the front door to the back. Ummm... well... there's no back door but you know whatI mean! Lol. Oh yea I did leave just a few small things for Quinnton to do, I couldn't take all the fun ya know? But it really looks great now and I am proud of my work. Next step is the garage but I'm in no hurry to hop on that one.

What else? Oh I went to my fun and exciting job!!!! No but really I did have to go to work and needless to say I was happy when 6:00 hit. I was so happy to get off early today. It wasn't exactly the "A" squad in there, lol. I'm just counting down the days now until I can tell my mom about the big move. Her wedding is December 4th, so anytime after that will be fair game I think. Until then.. I'll be going to school and then tutoring all night.

I think the biggest issue with the whole thing is that I don't get any time for me. I don't even have time in my schedule to do homework regularly so I have to get up extra early in the morning just to do that. SO as of right now my schedule consist of waking up everyday at 7:30 to do homework, go to class about 10:00, right after that go straight to work, and when I get off try to make any meetings I may have. This usually has me getting home about 11:00 or 11:30  and I cant get to sleep until about 2:00. Then I do the same thing the next day... talk about exhausting! There so many thing that I want to do that I can't because I can't get it in my schedule and I feel it's so unfair. I want to take acting classes, modeling, dance, and karate. That's the stuff I want to be bust doing... things of my choice.

I know it's right around the corner though. At first it just seemed like a dream but I can now see the finish line. I know the life that I want to have and I know I deserve so I'm going to stop settling for less. I'm going to stop living safe and by others rules. It's time to take a stand and time to listen to DeAndre. He's been ignored a little too long and he's starting to get pissed! Lol.  But in all seriousness, I think Maria Robinson said it best when she stated "Nobody can go back and start a new beginning, but everyone can start today and make a new ending." I think this quote is awesome and powerful all in itself, no  need in explanation. So everyone have a beautiful nigh and as always, remember the Alamo!